Vocation  
Reaching for the Sky with Music

                             "The two most powerful warriors are patience and time, who will do anything" (Leo Tolstoy).

          Even as a child I dreamt of becoming a righteous warrior, and eventually a master of my craft.
All the Sci-Fi and fantasy* cultural texts I surrounded myself with - from fairy tales, drawings, films, books to computer games created in my mind certain visions and attitudes such as:

- inner strength                         - ability to defend oneself             - radiant health                            - tolerance  
- courage                                  - lawfulness                                  - great love                                  - respect for all life
- regularity and generosity        - high moral values                      - being armed with knowledge    - compassion
- being an example of what is taught to others                              - understanding the dimension and depth of art

Best warrior of the light

He never injured his opponents in a bestial manner, just as the best teacher who did not practise what he held dear could not even reach the level of the Master's heels.

          When I started to use and apply the above attitudes, they helped me positively in the process of education and practical life training. It has always proven to be true in every area of life that when I row against the tide it does not work out, so it is also worth taking care of your general intuition and feeling the subtle signs that can spontaneously guide you in loving your successes. With some humility and strong discipline, I began to learn more and more about true existence. At this stage I appreciated more and more patience and my precious time. Every moment of my life became a beautiful observation for me. Attentiveness finally took over.

             As Leo Tolstoy said - "Remember that the most important thing is now. It is the only moment you have certainty." there comes a point in everyone's life where they begin to realise and ask questions about whether I am really making good use of my time and potentials, which are perhaps wasted during most activities of daily life.
And as befits the free will we are given, I could always choose - stay where I am or change something in my behaviour. However, as I established a better relationship with myself, I finally started to listen to my heart. Then it took over. Hence, all unnecessary perceptions built on fear, insecurity, certain traumas gave way. The labels of social demands like "you have to be ....", "this and that job" or "you have to have a role ...in life" also gave me peace. The illusion of artificial standards dropped like stage curtains. I began to dance amidst the rising dust. All I had to do was make myself comfortable in my heart space and the impossible became possible.

❤ Connecting the dots I realised that creation is simple, clear and beautiful to stop!

❤ Old dreams and goals have become reality, and they are my invention !

❤ My crazy melodies only ask for my own understanding !

❤ No more proving anything to anyone! If anyone wants to know a little more about us and our work, someone will come along at the right time, ask and listen in peace.

❤ When you respect yourself, your emotions, your needs, your health, everything that is yours, then you begin to respect everything and everyone around you, and you receive the same respect from the world.

              Since I was a young child, I had already felt my calling, I saw this world differently, I knew that something was wrong here, that a certain part of the world was putting the proverbial bullshit on me. Wanting to find more answers, I was successively presented with concrete lessons from life. Some of them seemed like logs, but with time I came to understand and feel their weight, and I learned beautiful lessons and experience for the future. There will be different types and degrees of lessons for each of us. Some people will look for answers in books, one or more of the 4,200 or so religions created so far in the world, loved ones, friends and still others will look to pristine nature by observing it.

It is worth remembering, however, that once we find that we have finally arrived at something, soon the 'Examiners' of life will appear to test and test us in all sorts of ways, from the smallest trials to the greatest challenges. Looking logically at the way every adult human and animal works and functions, everything was shaped in early childhood. So, we already had our first lessons, teachings and then tests from our first guardians of life who were our parents, but precisely in the form of the previously mentioned 'examiners'. Each successive test of life (situation or person) is a beautiful mirror for us, an opportunity to see something in ourselves anew or perhaps to remember something we have forgotten about ourselves. One thing is certain, when you leave something behind during such an exam, it will go on with you through life and come out sometimes even in an uncomfortable and inappropriate situation as another test of your beliefs or new values. Only when you pass yourself, proving only to yourself your truths and values, then the tests will give you peace of mind for good, unless you find that you would like to return to the lower levels of the school of life. I assure you, however, that this is unlikely, because once you have felt life clean, lighter and lighter, then you will not want to return to the old rubbish 😊 .

                                "If your mind becomes more organised, those unnecessary words, unnecessary actions,
                              all the unnecessary things will disappear. When they are gone, you have plenty of time." (Sadghuru)

            Yes, there are cases where certain people find their calling more quickly. Someone will say right away that they were very lucky thanks to their parents or other people. But they too will not miss the lessons, tests or examiners mentioned above. If these people, do not appreciate their gifts from life, do not do their homework, then they may abandon or even lose their vocations irretrievably. This is why it is so important to take care of the essence of one's soul and its code as soon as one makes with it for the first time.

For yet another group of people, if the paths were not too winding and demanding, and with a dose of extreme sensations and experiences, they would not have experienced the truths of life, and would not have discovered their destiny in the world. I myself was such an individual during a certain period of my adolescence, where even though I had the golden keys to the next door handed to me on a tray, I cut myself off from contact with the inner voice guiding me, but mainly through fear and anxiety. It was only when I took on my weaknesses and went through my lessons with them wrapped around me, that I began to experience the beauty of life in a new splendour.
           Cry out to the universe for everything you want or don't understand. He listens and will bring the right lessons for you to learn first and then He will put you on trial. Returning to my source, standing with myself anew I learnt by the way the humour I dreamed of ♡. I even began to laugh at everything I had feared before and was afraid to take steps to move through the levels of life towards my vocation. We always have a choice, you can listen to your friends or loved ones addicted to constant drama, but you can start listening to your heart, listening to your melody and enriching it with new sounds.

                                              ❣ May the whole orchestra of your soul finally ring out into the light ! ❣

Even as you go on your way, just beware of the traps that in today's world are laid at practically every turn and corner. Everything just wants your attention, but who or what wants your attention?

             In practically every area of life we currently have specialists looking for more and more effective ways to get your attention. Like a mystical pursuit just to get your like 👍. Toys, movies, cartoons, computer and console games, shopping, food, sex, stimulants, adverts, social networks, the whole smartphone and much more. And where is the REAL LIFE? Any such kind of your attention can become an addiction, and then you yourself become just a product.... So keep that in mind, to whom and to what you give your precious attention now 😉 . Because any of your free time can be fruitfully used for your creation, your creativity, your learning towards your passions until mastery at the feet of your true calling.

The more mini addictions you have, the heavier the Curtain of falsity and illusion becomes and obscures your true potentials. You can also find all these illusions in modern editions of spirituality.... And, after all, its essence lies in simplicity like everything true in the world. In my experience, you can experience spirituality even in brushing your teeth or washing the dishes. This is the moment... this AWESOMENESS that all the manufacturers of products, advertisements, etc. strive for. In the same way, everything can become sacred in your life if you just wrap your life with pure intention of gentleness, feeling, understanding and fullness of joy at every turn. And no, it's not the proverbial 'throwing up rainbows'. There is a difference between genuinely feeling joy for all of creation and following a theory of some kind of dogma of spirituality.
When I became love, suddenly a new pleasant vibration of that act and word sounded in every moment. I send a smile to every road, even the harder ones, as a welcome to a new lesson through which I will learn if I so wish, and the saying "The end justifies the means" has become an additional safety belt should there be very difficult stumbling blocks on the way.

                        The balance or middle ground

                                        between the extremes in Englightenment

Enlightenment is also a simple state. The hardest thing about it is letting go of Self - letting go. A feather in the wind does not control where the wind will carry it. Give yourself over to your inner guidance and give yourself over to the adventure of life. Getting closer and closer to being with yourself is another victory.


In my life as long as I have had quite a few attempts to come to stability and be able to create Myself in Music, which is my greatest love in the world. However, this has required some sacrifices and changes in:

- attitude to life - change of attitude to myself - self-acceptance

- self-awareness - self-realisation (even in the smallest areas of life)

- a thorough renovation of the foundation of spirituality

- A healthy lifestyle

- a healthy diet (a vehicle will run on different fuels, but on each you will drive with different comfort, shorter or further, in the same way, in life there are different sensations and feelings on different fuels, which you put in your body, in your temple)

- letting go of the Rescuer programme and many other roles

- coming to terms with yourself

All these and many other side things have contributed to my being in a place that is conducive to my expression through music, healing and reaching out to other people through the flowing harmony straight from the frequency of the instruments and my voice. The whole thing simultaneously fosters my further development.

                                                                              "Time that enjoys contentment is true wealth" (laozi)

*It is worth mentioning that there are differences between Sci-fi and fantasy. In the former, the creators focus on the location of events in the future using scientific advances and the use of a particular technique that somehow concretely affects the lives of the communities depicted there. Fantasy, on the other hand, depicts magical worlds and supernatural magical abilities, and therefore features legendary or fairytale creatures.